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Thursday, July 7, 2011

Kann Denn Liebe Sünde Sein? (Chapter Three & Four)

Hey everyone! I've brought you the next two chapters for your reading pleasure. At this point I haven't checked to see the reactions (if any) to this story, but I hope someone out there likes it!  :P 
Kann Denn Liebe Sünde Sein?

[Chapter Three: Them]
Richard woke up early the next morning, looking over to the other bed he saw that no one else was there yet. Confused, he stood from the bed and looked out the window and saw that the sun hadn’t even risen yet. No longer tired and he decided to explore the place and have a cigarette while at it. Grabbing his cigarettes and a jacket, Richard left the room and locked the door behind him. Walking out of the building and turning in the direction of where he saw trees, he kept a look out for other people. As he strolled along, Richard took in the landscape of the property, thinking to himself that this place was indeed quite beautiful. When he made it to the tree line dawn was just beginning to break, allowing him the ability to see more than he had before.
Walking into the woods intent on seeing how far the trees went back and if there was a fence or not. Once he felt he was deep enough in the wood, he took out a cigarette and lit the end. Stepping over the downed logs, he took a drag of his cigarette as he enjoyed the nature around him. ‘This is totally going to be where I come when I need a break from them.’ He thought to himself. After walking for a good five minutes he came to a brick wall of decent height. ‘It’s not too tall for me to scale, especially if I got a running start.’ He mused.
Deciding he spent enough time lingering there and not wanting anyone to come looking for him, Richard left the woods and headed back to his living quarters. By the time he made it back to the dorms the sun had fully risen into the sky, the birds heralding its arrival. Pulling the door open, he saw that there were now some students milling about socializing with one another. Not bothering to make an attempt to interact, Richard made his way back to his room. Sticking his key into the doorknob, he unlocked the door and pushed it open and saw his roommate’s belongings on the vacant bed. 
Shutting the door behind him he walked over to his own bed and picked up the package there. Realizing it was uniform he tore the plastic open, taking out the black jacket, tie and pants and white dress shirt. He was thankful that the uniform wasn’t a horrible color scheme; he could live with this uniform. Hell, he could even make it look stylish. Figuring that he might as well get dressed for class now, he walked into the bathroom and locked the door. Shedding his bed clothes and boots, he slipped into the dress pants and buttoned up the shirt leaving the top three open. He then slid the tie over his head, but did not tighten it choosing to leave it hanging loose. He then slid his jacket on and bent down to pick his hoodie up and took his pack of cigarettes and lighter and stuffed them into jacket.
Walking back out of the room and noting his roommate still hadn’t returned, he grabbed his eyeliner and hair gel from his bag. Returning to the bathroom and kicking the door shut, he set about fixing himself up. Popping the top off of the eyeliner he ran the kohl tip along the rim of each eye. Then he dabbed his fingers into the hair gel and ran his fingers through his hair smoothing it down so that it hugged the contours of his face. Stepping back and looking in the mirror, he nodded his head pleased. ‘Damn, I make this uniform look sharp!’ He thought haughtily. He then stepped into his boots not bothering to tie up the laces.
Exiting the bathroom he saw a boy sitting on the other bed reading over a piece of paper. Richard stared at the boy while he waited for him to notice his presence. The boy looked to be the same age as he was, he was cute in that innocent puppy dog kind of way.  His uniform was worn conventionally, but upon his feet were a pair of eight-hole Doc Martin’s with red laces. ‘He must have some kind of style.’ Richard mused.
The boy looked up from his page and jumped a bit when he noticed Richard leaning on the door sill leering at him. “Oh, hey!  My name’s Christoph, you must be Richard.” The boy said cheerfully, his crystal blue eyes sparkling. Richard just continued to stare at the boy, sizing him up. When Richard didn’t immediately respond, Christoph began to fidget under Richard’s intense gaze. Richard then smiled a warm smile and replied. “Yeah, I’m Richard.”  As he walked over to the corner of his bed and sat down. Feeling relieved, Christoph said. “You had me scared for a minute, what was that all about?”
“I just wanted to make sure that you were cool.” Richard said bluntly. “Did I pass?” Christoph asked. “Yeah.” Came the response. “You seem pretty cool yourself. I’m glad that you’re not one of those conceited douche bags.” Christoph said. “Oh, you mean the people I saw out there being obnoxious at this time of morning?” Richard questioned, snickering a bit. “Yeah, those are the ones, I have a feeling we’re gonna get along just fine.” Christoph laughed.  Now laughing too, Richard agreed. “Yeah, me too.”
“You hungry?” Christoph asked. Richard nodded “A bit.” “Alright, then let’s go. Then I can tell you about the school.” Christoph said as he stood to leave. Standing and following behind Christoph, the two exited the room.  Vacating the building once more, Richard listened intently as Christoph talked about the school; nodding and answering when needed. They entered the main building and walked into a large dining room. Getting in line and grabbing plates, they helped themselves to whatever food they wanted. Richard settled on having some Belgian waffles and juice and Christoph took a bit of everything.
They picked a table that was away from everyone so they could hear themselves talk. “So what do you think so far?” Christoph asked between bites of food. Richard shrugged his shoulders. ”I’m not sure yet, I don’t think I’ve seen enough to form an opinion.” “Yeah, I understand. Oh, you know we have all the same classes right?” Christoph inquired. Finishing up his waffle, Richard nodded. “Yeah, what’s the first class?
Christoph reached into his pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. Unfolding it Christoph read “English and then Biology II.” Sighing and rubbing his head, Richard thought ‘Today’s gonna be a long one.’ Looking back at Christoph he asked “Hey, you wouldn’t have any extra pens or paper would you?” Taking a swig of his milk and sitting it on the table, Christoph replied “Yeah, you won’t be needing it today. On the first day all the teachers do is talk and all the classes are cut short.” “Awesome.” Richard said, feeling relieved that he wouldn’t be thrown head first back into school work. “Class starts in ten minutes. Let’s start heading toward the class before everyone else does.” Christoph said as he stood and pushed his chair in, Richard then stood and followed suit.
On the way to class they talked about the things they liked, their favorite bands and where they were from.  Entering the classroom the two headed for the seats in the back, the seats that were notorious for those who didn’t plan on paying much attention. Not too much longer a bell sounded and students filled the hall, scrambling to make it to their assigned classes. The two boys talked up until the teacher entered the room and began to speak. Upon seeing the crotchety old man, Richard knew that this class wasn’t going to be easy.  After listening for a while, Richard began to tune the old man out; instead turning slightly to converse quietly with Christoph.
About thirty minutes later the bell rang, signaling that it was time to move onto the next class. Standing, Richard followed Christoph to the next class. “Man, I can already tell the class is gonna kill me.” Richard complained as he stretched his back as he walked. Laughing Christoph replied “Yeah, I hear ya on that one. I could hear by brain cells dying, that’s how bored I was.” Then Christoph was hit rudely in the shoulder by some big beefy males as they walked past him and then came to stand in front of them blocking their way. “So who’s the pretty boy, Christoph? Is he your boyfriend?” The tall blonde said, his lackey’s laughing behind him. “Leave us alone, Lars. It’s too early for this shit.” Christoph sneered.
The blond stepped forward, trying to be intimidating. “What did you say to me you little shit?” Christoph opened his mouth to say something, but Richard beat him to the punch. “Ah, so that’s where that horrid smell was coming from. Hey, smelly instead of picking on those of us who practice normal hygiene. Why don’t you carry your ass back to your room and scrape that yellow cheese off your teeth?”
The blonde sputtered, not able to come up with a response and stalked down the hallway, his lackeys following silently behind him. “Wow. You really don’t joke around do you?” Christoph remarked, surprised at Richard’s ferocity. 
“No, I don’t let people trample over me and you shouldn’t either. People like that are weak and insecure. See how he called me ‘pretty boy’ and asked if we were dating? He didn’t say that because he just wanted to get you.” Richard looked at Christoph emphatically. “He said that because he’s gay and wanted to fuck you and got jealous!” Richard said bluntly not bothering to lower his voice.
Christoph looked like he wanted to choke, and quickly snatched Richard up by the arm and pulled him down the hall. Whispering harshly, Christoph said “You’ve got to be kidding right? Tell me you don’t believe what you are saying.” Shaking his head, Richard spoke a bit quieter this time. “Listen Christoph there’s a lot you don’t know about me, I’m pretty sure that you’ve been pretty sheltered and well taken care of all your life right?” Christoph seemed to think for a bit before responding. “Yes, you’re correct. My life’s been boring, painfully so I might add.”
“Well, I’m just the opposite. Let’s just say I’m 'well-traveled' to save time, but I’ve encountered many guys like that one back there and they nine times out of ten they turn out to be gay. I swear on my most valuable possession.” Richard explained.
Looking around and whispering once more, Christoph asked. “Richard I won’t judge you, but are you…” “Yeah, you’re just figuring this out?” Richard shook his head. Christoph began to stutter “No! I had though-. Look I’m gay too.” Richard’s brows rose. ”Ah, well it’s good to know I’m not alone here.” Christoph sighed “That’s the problem, we are alone.  No one can know, we’re at a Catholic school after all and most people here are more than hostile to people like us. That’s why I meant to say something earlier about your uniform. I’m surprised no teacher has said anything yet, but I say push it for as long as you can get away with it.”
Richard didn’t have time to respond because they had made it to their class and he didn’t want to discuss such sensitive matters with so many ears near-by. Taking their seats at the back of the class once more, they waited for the lesson to start. Once the teacher got pretty far into the droning, the two boys began to whisper quietly to each other occasionally when nothing important was being said. They went through the next two classes much the same way.
Exiting the math class slightly in a glum mood because they could tell this teacher was going to swamp them with work they made their way to lunch. “Do you want to eat back in our room?” Christoph asked as they descended the stairs. “Yeah, that would be preferable to the lunchroom.”
Repeating the same process as they had with breakfast, they helped themselves to whatever food was sat out on the lengthy table. Carrying their trays back to their rooms, they sat on their respective beds.
“So what’s next? How many classes do we have left?” Richard asked and then drank some of his juice. Finishing chewing his food, Christoph replied. “Art and then Music Theory and then we’re done for the day.” “Awesome.” Richard said glad for two light classes at the end of the day. Finishing their food and returning the dishes back to the lunch room and headed toward their art class. Art went by with a breeze as expected, the teacher was refreshing from the last few; actually interacting with them instead of straight lecturing.
Walking out of the building over to the large church, Richard spoke. “I thought we were going to music theory?” “We are, it’s held in the Church.” Christoph explained. The two walked up the tree shaded path up to the old church, pulling a heavy wooden door open and walking in. Walking through the main area where Mass was held, they walked through the corridor going through another door. They passed a door that was cracked open and seemed to be a band or choir practice room of some sorts. Once at the end of the corridor they turned and walked into a room that was set up in traditional classroom way, the only difference being the extra-long chalkboard.  Seeing that there were no seats left in the back at all the two were forced to take a seat in the very front.
The two boys conversed about nothing in particular as they waited for class to start. “You said you’ve had this teacher before, how are they?” Christoph shrugged and rocked his hand from side-to-side. “He’s a good teacher, and a fair grader. He doesn’t give too much work, but he does demand that it’s on time. He’s soft spoken and yet sometimes very commanding. It’s like he’s passive-aggressive or something.” Christoph rambled, but whispered the last part. “You’d probably think he’s cute though.” He then began to laugh at Richard trying to swat him for the remark.  The two joked back and forth for a few minutes more until they heard someone clear their throat.
Looking at the front of the class room, Richard fought his instincts to howl and whistle like he’d seen that cartoon wolf do in an American cartoon once. ‘Cute?! Christoph thought this man was cute?!’ Richard thought. No, this man, no Adonis, was not cute. Cute was reserved for the boys on teeny bop magazines, this man hot, he was striking, he was… A PRIEST?! Richard felt like his eyes were going to fall out of his head. ‘All of that hunk of man wasted on Priesthood?’ He wondered incredulously. ‘It should be a crime against humanity!’ He thought with a nod.

Raking his hand through his shiny blue-black hair, the man waited for the class to settle down. “Now that I see that I’ve gotten your attention. My name is Father Lindemann. You may call me Herr Lindemann if it pleases you.” He said in his rich sounding voice. ‘Yeah it pleases me’ Richard thought dreamily, especially loving the way his teacher rolled his ‘r’s.
“I do not give a lot of work, but I do expect you to put forth effort in this class. I want you to take this class just as seriously as you would take math or science, because music is just another application of both of those studies. Now I will call your names to make sure you’re all present. Say ‘here’ when I call your names.” Father Lindemann began to call off the names from the list, with each respective student replying in kind.
Richard watched Father Lindemann’s every move, noticing how each bicep bulged , how broad his chest was and how strong his legs (and other appendages) looked underneath those fitted dress slacks.  Hearing that he was getting closer to calling his name Richard tried to focus. “Richard Kruspe.” Father Lindemann called. “Here.” Richard barely managed to get that out, almost melting at the way his name sounded on the man’s lips.
Class went by all too fast for Richard’s liking, he found the he was going to enjoy the class.  Not just for the delicious eye candy, but because the class was about music. Something he was passionate about and it seemed like Father Lindemann was too and when a teacher was actually interested in their subject it always made the experience more tolerable. Standing once the bell sounded, they walked passed Father Lindemann who was erasing the chalk from the board. Richard couldn’t help stare at his nice full ass, reveling in the way his dress pants hugged his ass. Richard wanted to sigh. A sharp jab to the ribs brought him out of his reverie. “What?” Richard said confused to as why Christoph had such an impish grin upon his face. “Nothing, I’ll tell you when we get back to the room.”
The two walked in companionable silence back to their room, enjoying the early Autumn weather. Once back in the safety of their room, Richard was the first to speak. “Ok, spill it! What’s so damn funny?” Bursting into laugher, Christoph replied “You’ve got the hots for our teacher and what makes it even funnier is that he’s a priest on top of it!”  Flopping onto his bed Richard retorted “Yeah, so what if I think he’s hot! It’s not like it’s a lie, even you said he was cute.” Christoph  smirked and shrugged. “Yeah he is, but I know he’s not worth drooling over. You’re barking up the wrong tree, though I did notice something odd…” Christoph trailed off. “What did you notice?” Richard asked looking at Christoph intently. “I did notice that his eyes did linger on you a bit more than normal especially when we left, but he could’ve just been scrutinizing the way you were dressed. I’m not too sure.”
Richard sighed dreamily hugging his pillow, thinking back on the good-looking teacher. “Maybe he was staring at me, that’d be so awesome.” Rolling his eyes and laughing Christoph said “Ew, don’t start fantasizing with me in the room. If you want privacy just let me know.”
Chucking his pillow at Christoph, Richard laughed along with him. “Oh shut up, you know you’d stay and watch!” Christoph threw Richard’s pillow back at him. “It’s almost dinner, are you hungry?” Shaking his head, Richard said “No, I’m still full from earlier.” Christoph raised a brow and asked “Are you sure?” “Yeah, just go without me. I’ll be here when you get back.” He replied.
Standing and walking to the door Christoph said “I’ll be back soon, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” And with that he left. Feeling exhausted from having such a long day Richard changed into his bed clothes and decided to go to sleep.

[Chapter Four: Theory]
Two weeks had gone by and Richard hadn’t attempted to escape yet. The only two things that have kept him here so far were Christoph and his Music Theory teacher. Not only was he great to look at, but he was a wonderful teacher. Richard was doing great in that class, actually putting forth an effort and interacting with the teacher.
Now he sat in class chatting with Christoph as usual, waiting for class to begin. Father Lindemann walked in the room and waited for everyone to fall silent. Ending their conversation and directing their attention to the waiting teacher, Richard saw Father Lindemann nod his greeting to him and he returned it with a nod of his own. Strangely since the discussion they had in class about musical texture and Richard gave an exceptional explanation on what that meant, Father Lindemann had been paying extra attention to him ever since.
Now that everyone had finally noticed their teacher’s presence the talking came to a halt and then the lesson began. “Today we are covering Consonance and Dissonance…” Father Lindeman began.
Richard began to focus intently, this being another topic he knew much about. Richard was always the first to raise his hand to answer a question or make a comment, earning snickers of ‘teacher’s pet’ from some students behind him. Richard didn’t give a fuck about them though, only caring about pleasing Father Lindemann and getting good marks. Through one thing that was more rewarding than good grades, were the rare times Father Lindemann would smile. Richard almost burst the first time he saw the teacher give one of his dashing smiles. To Richard’s credit, he was the only one in class to provoke such reactions from the normally stoic man; usually causing them with a passionate outburst or when he would debate him on a topic.
As always this class ended all too soon, Richard could literally spend hours just listening to the man talk. “I have the graded papers from your quiz, come get them from me as you exit the room.” Father Lindeman said as he took at seat behind his desk. Waiting for most of the students to get their paper and leave, Richard and Christoph walked up to the desk. “Here’s your paper, Christoph and yours Richard. Christoph? May I speak to Richard alone?” Nodding his head as he began to walk away Christoph said “I’ll wait for you outside Richard.”
Looking back at the handsome teacher, Richard asked “I’m not in trouble am I?” The teacher’s nice lips turned upward in a slight smile. “No, far from it. I just wanted to tell you that you’re doing wonderful in my class and ask you something.” Richard nodded and waited for the teacher to continue. “I want to ask you what your experience with music is. You seem quite knowledgeable about the subject.”
“Well…” Richard began “I play guitar and I used to play piano, I was classically trained by my mother.” His face fell as he said this. “But, I’ve been involved in music ever since I could walk. It’s like second nature to me.” Father Lindemann smiled a warm smile and said “That’s great to hear, it’s quite hard to find people you’re age who are passionate about something.” Richard could’ve sworn he saw a spark in the man’s vivid blue-green eyes. “The reason I asked such a question is because at this school we offer some of our musically inclined students the opportunity to use the instruments in the choir room. I’m the one that monitors who can get to access to them and I’ve decided to extend the opportunity to you. Sadly we don’t have an electric guitar for you to play…”
“How’d you know I played electric?” Richard interrupted. Father Lindemann laughed a low hearty laugh that seemed to fill the room, turning Richard’s insides to mush. “I’m not that old, Richard. I can tell by the way you wear your uniform that you’d play electric guitar, you don’t seem like one of those sensitive types that cling to using only acoustics.” He explained.
Richard grinned at his pretty spot on analysis of him. “But like I was saying there is no electric guitar, but there is an acoustic. You’re welcome to come here anytime and play it and sometimes I’ll even let you sneak it out so you can play in your room if you like. You’ve just got to keep that between us, ok?” Father Lindemann winked at Richard.
Richard felt like melting when he winked at him. “Definitely! I won’t tell a soul!” He exclaimed excitedly. ”Well then go on, I won’t hold you up any longer. See you tomorrow.” Father Lindemann said. “See you tomorrow Father Lindemann. Thanks again.” Richard said.
As Richard exited the room feeling light as a feather, he missed the longing look Father Lindemann cast at his retreating form. Walking out of the church, Richard found Christoph waiting for him on a near-by bench. Standing as Richard walked over, he asked hurriedly “So what did he want?” Richard with a grin still plastered to his face replied “He just wanted to tell me that I’m allowed to go use that instruments that they have if I please.”
As they walked back to their living quarters, Christoph pressed Richard for more answers. “Yeah, with the way your smiling it seems like he offered you more than just a chance to play some music.” He said suggestively. Catching on to what Christoph was implying Richard gave him a playful shove. “No, Christoph. It’s nothing like that, though…” Richard began to think to himself.
Interested in what transpired, Christoph said “Though what? What happened?” Richard shook his head as if clearing his head. “It’s nothing. It just seemed like…” He trailed off again. This time Christoph stood in Richard’s path blocking him. “Tell me!” He said looking like an indignant child. Shaking his head once more, Richard pulled Christoph by the arm and whispered loudly “Alright! Alright! When I was in there talking to Father Lindemann it seemed as if he were flirting with me.” Upon seeing the glassy look in Christoph’s eyes, he knew he had to add more to his statement. “BUT, I could be reading into it too much and he could just be very nice. Though he did wink at me…I don’t know.”
Eyes big as saucers now, Christoph exclaimed “He winked at you! He was totally flirting.” Looking around to see if anyone heard, Richard shushed Christoph. “Shh! Don’t say that out loud and like I said he could just be nice.” Rolling his eyes as they walked up the stairs to their room Christoph said “I’ve had him as a teacher before and never did he smile as much as he does now and never did he wink at anyone. If anything he’s been kind of cold and indifferent.” Walking through the door to the room and sitting upon their respective beds, Richard replied. “People do change. Maybe he’s happier now than when you had him last.”
“I don’t know, Richard. I’ve seen him around campus occasionally and he looks much the same way he did the last time I had class with him. But when in class he seems almost like a different person.” Christoph explained. Richard shrugged “Maybe we’re reading too much into the situation. Perhaps he’s really passionate about music like I am and that’s why he seems happier in class.”
“Hey, I’ve got to go to the front office to make a phone call home. Are you gonna go to dinner tonight?” Christoph asked. “Nah, I’m gonna skip dinner again.” Richard replied. “You mean you’re gonna go smoke in the woods?” Christoph said. “You’ve got it.” Richard said looking at his chipped nail polish. “Alright, well I’ll be back after dinner then. You should let me come with you on your next excursion. Be back later.” He said walking to the door.
“Yeah, you can come the next time. See ya in a bit.” Richard replied. Waiting a few minutes for the stragglers to make it to the dining hall, Richard stood up and left the room.  Hurrying into the woods, the last rays of light illuminating the way Richard made his way to his normal spot along the wall. Opining to himself about how hard it was to curb his smoking habit to make his cigarettes last these two weeks. Taking one out he tried to light it, but his lighter seemed to be out of fluid so he shook it trying to get one last spark out of it. “Need a light?” A deep voice sounded from behind him. Jumping and turning to face the person who startled him. There stood Father Lindemann leaning on the wall taking a drag from a cigarette of his own.
“F-Father Lindemann…” Richard began, but was stopped. “There’s nothing to worry about Richard. I won’t say anything, after all we’re both doing something that’s forbidden on school grounds. Now here take this lighter.” He said in his smooth rich voice. Taking the lighter from his hands, Richard lit his cigarette and mumbled a bashful “Thanks.” “Anytime.” Came the reply. Looking at Father Lindemann , Richard realized how sexy this man was as he smoked; the fact that he was wearing a priest’s collar somehow making him look all the more enticing. Finally finding his ability to speak, Richard said “I didn’t peg you for a person who smokes.” A rumbling laugh was his response, causing a warmth to bloom in Richard’s loins. Smiling sensuously, Father Lindeman said “We all have our vices, don’t we?”  Taking a drag of his cigarette, Richard nodded. “Yeah, can’t disagree with that.” Father Lindemann walked closer, closing the gap between them. “The key is to find the balance between indulgence and restraint.”
Now he stood less than a foot away from Richard, so close that Richard could feel his body heat and smell his intoxicating scent. The two stared at each other neither saying anything, but the message that was being communicated was one and the same. Longing. Craving. Yearning.
Richard licked his lips since they were suddenly extremely dry, taking in how Father Lindemann’s intense gaze seemed to follow the trail of his tongue keenly. “Father?” Richard questioned. The man’s eyes travel back up to Richard’s face still with that hungry look upon his face. Taking a final puff of his cigarette and then discarding it, Father Lindemann leaned in closer. His lips almost brushing Richard’s, his eyes glued to Richard’s watching them begin to slide close.
Pulling back with a smirk plastered on his face, Father Lindemann waited for realization to hit Richard. When Richard opened his eyes after breaking out of his haze, Father Lindemann caressed the side of Richard’s face and turned and walked away murmuring something that sounded like ‘too cute’.  Realizing he still had the man’s lighter, Richard called out “Wait! I have your lighter.”
Stopping and turning his profile to Richard, he simply said “Keep it.” And continued on, seemingly disappearing into the darkness. Richard just stood in place for a while longer, still dazed and confused to what had just occurred.
‘Father Lindemann was just now flirting with me’ Richard thought in disbelief. ‘And he’s a huge tease!’ A shiver of excitement ran down Richard’s spine. Realizing that’d he’d been gone longer than he should have; he pocketed the lighter and left the area. The entire walk back he appeared to be in a trance, replaying the event over and over again in his head. Walking mechanically up the stairs, to his shared room he stuck his key and but didn’t have a chance to turn the knob before the door swung open.
“Where have you been? I almost considered looking for you until I realized I had no clue where you went.” Christoph scolded as Richard sat robotically on his bed. “What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Christoph said worriedly.
“Nothing’s wrong.” Richard responded distantly, his hand now in his pocket caressing the cool metal of the lighter making sure that it was real. “Then why do you seem so…distant.” Christoph said sitting across from Richard. “I’m just thinking.” Richard said shortly. “About what? Whatever it is you can tell me Richard, we’ve already shared a lot of personal information.”
Heaving a sigh Richard stared at Christoph for a bit, trying to determine if he should share what happened with his newfound friend. Feeling the other boy was trustworthy, Richard began softly. “When I was in the woods…” Christoph leaned in further. “ I was trying to light my cigarette, but my lighter was dead and you’ll never believe who just showed up out of nowhere.” Leaning in even further Christoph said “Who?’ even though he had an inkling of an idea. “Father Lindemann.” Richard answered. “No…” Christoph said disbelievingly. “Yeah and he was smoking too. And you wouldn’t believe what he said. He offered to light my cigarette.” Christoph made a sound of excitement. “I’m sure you were happy about that, what else happened?”
“That’s it, we just talked for a bit and then left.” Richard fibbed. Christoph raised an eyebrow. “You really expect me to believe that? You wouldn’t come back looking the way you did if that’s all that happened.” Rolling his eyes, Richard cursed the boy’s inquisitiveness. “Alright. He also tried to…kiss me.” Christoph gasped. “Are you serious?! You said tried. What happened?” Shaking his head now, Richard replied “He tried to kiss me, but he was teasing me. You know trying to rile me up.”
Christoph had a sly look plastered upon his face. “Did you like it?” Richard couldn’t lie, he more than liked it, he fucking loved it. He wanted it to happen again, even now he could still feel the ghost of his breath upon his lips. “Yeah, of course I liked it.” He said.
“Ah, an illicit love affair those are usually the best kind.” Christoph mused. “But Richard, please be careful. Both of you could get into really deep shit if you get found out.” Richard nodded in understanding. “I really don’t think anything is gonna come of this. It was probably a fluke or something.”  Christoph stood to go to the bathroom. “Just be careful. I like having you around.”
While Christoph was in the shower Richard changed into his bed clothes intent on getting some rest and banishing the earlier incident from his mind for the time being. When Christoph finally emerged from the shower, he saw Richard passed out on the bed and decided to retire for the night too.
Author's Comment: Yay! Two more chapters down. See? I said I would start to steam up pretty quickly! The next two chapters are much the same, drawing out the sexual tension between the two. Well, I'm off to go type of the next two chapters and then finish up the next chapter of Change of Skin. Tschüss!

Kann Denn Liebe Sünde Sein? (Chapters One & Two)

Hey my lovely readers! Your Mistress has brought a new story to try out on you guys, it's a slashy Till/Richard piece that I think most of you will enjoy. My plot monster hounded me with this idea when my computer was out of commission, so I was reduced to writing it down on paper. The first few chapters lay the groundwork for the story, but it gets steamy pretty quickly. I already have six chapters written and the seventh halfway done, but if no one likes the story I'll just delete it plain and simple. ^_^ Now, on to the story...

Title: Kann Denn Liebe Sünde Sein?
Pairing: Till/Richard
Rating: XXX
Genre: Kink, Romance(?)
*Extra Disclaimer*: This story deals with a consensual relationship between an adult and a minor á la Nabokov's Lolita (except the minor is a teenager), this is a controversial subject matter to most. Reader discretion is advised.
Summary: Illicit. Taboo. Distasteful. That’s how the world would view their relationship. A relationship that’s so reprehensible, so indecent but feels so right. After all how can love be a sin?

[Chapter One: Caught!]

Richard sighed for the millionth time as his parents reprimanded him for something or another, he really wasn’t listening.  “Richard?! Richard?! Are you even listening to us?!” His mother shouted. He shrugged his shoulders and gave a flat “No.” His mother made a frustrated sound and his father stalked over to him seemingly intent on smacking him in the face. Grabbing on to his father’s arm his mother said “No, hitting him doesn’t work. Haven’t you realized that by now?” “Then what the hell are we supposed to do? He’s been missing for over two months and then the police bring him back saying that they caught him trying to steal a car. And you tell me I shouldn’t hit him?!” His father shouted. His two parents began to argue between themselves and he just stood from the couch and went up to his room.
Pushing the door open, he saw that his room was just the way he left it. Stepping over the piles of clothing and trash, Richard threw his closet door open and dug through all the mess inside finding what he wanted. Sighing in relief that the only thing he’d missed while he was gone was still here, he carried the glossy black guitar over to his bed. Gently laying the instrument upon his unkempt bed, he bent down and pulled the mini-amplifier from underneath his bed. Plugging the amp in and the pushing the cord into the guitar, Richard then picked up his head phones off of the nightstand and plugged them into the adapter in the corner of the amp. Flopping down on his bed and began to play. He played for hours, thinking back on all of his travels. The people he met, the places he’d seen, and even the smells he’d smelled; all of these stimuli inspiring his fingers to dance nimbly along the lengthy neck of the guitar.
He played like that into the wee hours of the morning, playing until his fingers felt as if they were going to bleed and until the usually elusive sandman decided to pay him a visit. Eyes feeling as if they had grains of sand in them, Richard finally decided to stop playing. Flipping the off switch to the amp, he slipped his head phones off and leaned his precious guitar against his nightstand. Richard then stood and pulled his shirt and pants off and collapsed onto his bed. Exhaling as he stared at the stark white ceiling above, he wondered what shit his parent’s had in store for him since he knew he wasn’t going to get off easy this time. He was pretty sure his parents were going to reprimand him severely this time. This was the fourth, no, fifth time he’d ran away just this year. He couldn’t even recall how many times he’d ran in the last three, but this time was the longest he had been away. Richard also knew that his school career was totally wrecked due to his extended amount of time away; even his near perfect grade point average couldn’t save him from probably having to repeat the year. He couldn’t even find it in himself to care. You see Richard wasn’t your typical 'antisocial teenage burnout'. He was exceptionally sharp, so sharp that he’d even skipped a grade back when he used to give a damn about petty things like school many years back.
To sum it up he knew his parents were pretty much going to flay him alive, especially since he’d gotten in trouble with the law this time, yep, his liberties were definitely at stake now. But like the crafty fox he was he would make sure evade whatever consequences his parents decided dole out. Now hearing the birds beginning to sing outside his window, Richard finally decided to give in to slumber; intent on planning for his exodus later once he receives his sentence.
Hours later Richard was roused from his sleep by a knock on his door, wanting to continue to enjoy the uncommon treat of restful sleep he ignored the sound hoping the person would give up and go away. When the knocking failed to desist, Richard growled out a none to friendly “What?!”  “Don’t say ‘what’ to your parents, Richard. It’s disrespectful.” Came the irritated his from his father. Sneering at the door, Richard let out a sardonic “Sorry daddy dearest. What can your lowly son do to serve you?” “Cut the attitude Richard. Your mother wants you downstairs in thirty minutes for breakfast; she said to make sure you put on something decent since we’re having a guest join us. So get up and get ready.” With that his father walked off not waiting for a response from him.
Grumbling to himself, Richard laid in bed for a few more minutes not ready to get up just yet. Sighing he eventually forced himself out of bed, not wanting to dawdle too long since he didn’t feel like hearing bitching this early in the morning. Unplugging his amp he slid in back under the bed and the he stuck his headphones back into the drawer of his nightstand, picking up his guitar tenderly he then walked over to the closet and placed it back within its case and pushed it into the very back of the closet and covered it with piles of clothing and other knick-knacks effectively hiding the instrument. As he slid the closet door shut, he frowned at the fact that he had to hide the only thing he felt any fondness for; since his parents felt that any music that wasn’t for ‘praise and worship’ was automatically immoral. That was just one thing on the long list of resentment that he felt toward his parents.
Turning he walked over to a pile of clothing and began to root through it in search of something to wear, finding one article of clothing he sniffed it to make sure it was clean. Nodding his head, pleased that the shirt was clean, Richard went about finding some bottoms go with the top. Once he had found what he wanted, he walked over to his (thankfully) private bathroom and turned on the shower. When he felt the room get steamy, eliminating the previously cold air, Richard slipped off his boxers and stood in the delightfully warm spray of the water. For a while he just stood under the soothing mist of the shower with his eyes closed, thinking about who his parent’s had invited for breakfast. He hoped it wasn’t about him, that it was maybe so random relative who just decided to randomly pop in. Realizing he’d killed enough time relaxing under the water, he began to bathe himself; scrubbing all of his parts until they were squeaky clean.
Rinsing the soap from his body, he turned the water off and proceeded to dry himself. Throwing his shirt and pants on ,he then began to brush his teeth but was interrupted when he heard banging on the door to his room. Spitting out the toothpaste, and throwing open the bathroom door he shouted “Yes?!” “What are you doing in there? Are you even ready?! We’re all waiting on you!”  The voice, this time his mother said. His ire decreased somewhat, since he didn’t loathe the woman as much as he did his father, less venom was in his voice when he replied. “Yes, mother. I’m practically finished perhaps if you hadn’t interrupted me as I was brushing my teeth I would be out of my room already.” Hearing an annoyed huff on the other side of the door, his mother said “Alright, just hurry please the food is done.”
Shutting his bathroom door with a slam, he turned the water on and continued to finish brushing his teeth. ‘Waiting on me? Psh… If they’re so hungry then why the hell do they need my presence to eat? I damn sure wouldn’t wait for their sorry asses, could they be anymore ludicrous?’ He mused. Spitting the final bit of paste from his mouth, he then began to work on his hair. Deciding to forgo spikes today, Richard to out his gel and smoothed his raven hair down pulling the tips of his hair into points, giving himself a very sharp stylish look. Opening his medicine cabinet and taking out a small kohl pencil, he lined his eyes thickly, making little points at the corners of his eyes making them look more cat-like and his blue eyes ‘pop’ more.
Nodding his head in approval at his look, he left his room and proceeded to go down stairs and join his parents for breakfast. As he descended the stairs he heard his parents talking to their guest, pausing he listened to what they were talking about and of course it was about him. Rolling his eyes, he continued on and the walked into the kitchen. Upon crossing into the kitchen, Richard’s eyebrow rose in confusion at seeing a Father in full priest regalia dining with his parents. When his parent’s finally noticed his arrival he heard his mother gasp and his father’s chair scrape against the floor as he made his way over to him. “I thought I told you to wear something decent.” His father said between clenched teeth, trying to reign in his notorious anger due to being in the company of the priest.
“I thought this was decent.” Richard said with a shrug. Pointing shaking a finger at Richard’s shirt, his father ground out “You call what you’re wearing decent? Especially that…that disgusting shirt.” Richard smirked a bit and shrugged his shoulders again, he’d purposefully picked the shirt with a technical diagram of how to insert a tampon just because his parents said they’d be having someone over. Richard had no idea that it would be a priest though, that’d made the situation even better; dare he even say priceless?
“Now, now Herr Kruspe. There’s no need to be so upset with the boy. It’s quite clear that he wore the shirt just for the sake of getting a rise out of the both of you. The same goes for the heavy eye makeup and the leather pants, all a cry of attention. Quite typical of most his age.” The Father said matter-of-factly. Going from a slight smirk, to outright laughter; Richard slowly made his way over to the table, ignoring the slightly disturbed looks on his parent’s faces. Still laughing as he pulled a seat out and sat upon it, Richard snatched a piece of buttered toast from one of the plates. Taking a bite and narrowing his eyes at the clergymen before him he spoke in low tones “So Father…” “Hirsch.” The man supplied.
“So Father Hirsch.” Richard repeated. “You think you have me all figured out don’t you? Based on the bullshit information my parents have fed you and the few minutes I’ve stood here before you.” Pausing to take another bite of the toast and leaning in closer, he continued. “Well let me tell you something. You know nothing of me and they…” Now gesturing to his parents. “Know even less. I don’t do anything for anyone. I have no desire for anyone’s attention and I don’t care about pleasing anyone. I do what I want and I don’t want to hear any more of your stale trite ‘one size fits all’ analysis that you probably feed to all the parents that call you in when they think their kids aren’t being the good little robots they think they should be.”
With that he sat back in his seat and continued to consume of buttery piece of bread. Father Hirsch sighed as he took off he glasses and cleaned them on his robe. “Well you are quite correct Richard. I don’t know you or your side of the story when it comes to the problems you seem to be having in your life. But…” He then produced a manila folder and opened it revealing Richard’s past and current grades. “I do know that you are filled with potential and that you are exceptionally bright…” At this Richard leaned further back in his seat mumbling “Here we go…how’d I know it was gonna come to this shit?”
Continuing as if Richard hadn’t spoken, Father Hirsch spoke on “But since you ran away your schooling has suffered immensely and you will without a doubt have to repeat the year. And that is what I am here day for. I’ve come to offer you the opportunity to attend the St. Boniface School for Boys, if you don’t know it’s a prestigious school for boys with intellect such as yourself. An since one of your main grievances, from what you parents have told me, seems to be you blatant distaste for sharing a living space with them; you get to live at the school.”
Richard put his hand up to silence the man. “So you’re telling me that you want me to attend some stuffy school full of pompous douchebags and coexist with them?” Nodding his head, Father Hirsch said “Yes, minis the ‘pompous douchebags’ you are correct.” “Do I have to wear one of those oh so homogeneous little uniforms those type of schools love to coerce their students to wear?”
Nodding his head once more, Father Hirsch confirmed “Yes, you would have to wear a uniform.” “And what if I say no?” Richard inquired. His mother’s mouth snapped open, but Father Hirsch placed his hand on hers in comfort. “’No’ to what exactly?” Father Hirsch asked trying to see if Richard was heading in the direction he believed he was. “No to it all, both the school and the uniform.” Richard answered.
His father decided jump in the conversation again “Look Richard, you only have two choices to go to school or to jail for stealing that car, because the person who’s car you tried to take is apparently considering pressing charges.” ‘Shit!’ Richard thought, gritting his teeth he knew he wouldn’t be able to survive in jail so he chose the alternative. “Fine…” He spat out. “I’ll attend this school of yours.”
Father Hirsch gave a warm smile. “I’m glad you made the better choice, Richard. It would be a waste for someone as bright as you to waste away their life in jail.” Richard huffed and crossed his arms, looking anywhere but at the priest or his parents.  “So when do I attend this school?” He asked morosely. “You leave tomorrow morning, my personal driver will be escorting you there.” Father Hirsch explained. “Do you have any other questions ?”  When Richard didn’t make any sound or movement of acknowledgement, the priest stood and made to leave. “It was a pleasure meeting you Richard, and I hope you do well in all of your future endeavors.” Father Hirsch said as he walked towards the door.
“Thank you very much, Father Hirsch.” His mother said as she walked him to the door. “Yes, Thanks a lot Father. Hopefully this will get him on the right path.” His father spoke.  “I believe this school will do him some good and perhaps introduce him to some positive people. Well, I must be going. I bid you good day.” Father Hirsch said as he departed the home.
Walking back into the kitchen they saw Richard getting ready to leave through the back door. “Where the hell do you think you’re going now?” His father said. “Out. To think.” Richard said dryly, still refusing to look at his parents. “No, you’re not going anywhere.” His father bit out. “Look Dad. I already agreed to go to that bullshit school. It’s not gonna kill you to let me have one last day of freedom.” And with that Richard fled the house, intent on putting as much distance between him and his house until he had to return later to pack his things.
Walking down the street with no particular destination in mind, he came to a park and decided that it would be a good place to hide out for a while. Reaching into his back pocket he pulled out a crushed box of cigarettes, not caring that the cigarette was kind of bent up he lit the end and sat upon a bench. While sitting and having a smoke, he pondered his plandestination in mind, he came to a park and decided that it would be a good place to hide out for a while. Reaching into his back pocket he pulled out a crushed box of cigarettes, not caring that the cigarette was kind of bent up he lit the end and sat upon a bench. While sitting and having a smoke, he pondered his plan of action. Should he just high-tale it out of town now? Or should he wait until he was at the school and then breakout. He pondered over the pros and cons of each and eventually picked the latter option. It would be much better for him to wait until he was at the school because from the way the Father made it sound, it seemed like the school was quite far away.  If that’s true then that would mean it would be harder for them to find him if he escaped and it would also mean a new place to explore.
Nodding to himself at his wise decision he tossed away his cigarette and lit another broken one. He sat there for hours, watching people go by and the sun change position in the sky. Finally, just as the sun started to set, Richard decided to go home before his parents started to think he ran again and call the police to drag him back home. Taking the long way back home, he climbed over the fence and entered through the back door which was always left unlocked. Walking through the kitchen and into the living room where his parent’s sat watching some inane television show, he didn’t say anything to them and made to go upstairs. “I’m surprised to see you back; I thought I was going to have to phone the police again.” Came the voice of his father.
“I’m sure you did.” Richard muttered in response and continued his ascent of the stairs, intent of retreating to the safety of his room. Swinging open the door to his room, he immediately locked the door. Picking up his traveling bag, Richard began to search his room for clothing and other items he needed for his next excursion. Once he finished that task, it was now time for his ritual of playing his guitar before bed.  Repeating the same process as the night before, he sat upon his bed and began to play. This time playing fast and hard as opposed to the spiraling dreamy sound he had played earlier, these riffs were thick and substantial carrying waves of anxiety and apprehension.  
This night, he knew wasn’t going bless him with the sweet escape that sleep provides one with, so he played continuously; burning each note he played into his mind for later recollection. He played until dawn broke, until he could hear a muffled banging on his door. “What?!” “Your ride will be here in thirty minutes, you should get ready to go.” His mother informed. “Yeah.” Was the toneless response Richard uttered. After he heard the footsteps disappear down that hall he resumed his strumming, intent on spending a little more time with the only thing that made being home bearable. Feeling somewhat content, Richard stood and stored his guitar away; staring longingly at the closet door unsure of when or if he’d get to play it again.
Slipping into a band shirt he found on his bed, Richard walked to the bathroom and brushed his teeth and fixed his hair a bit; he then picked up his bag and left the room. Once he was down stairs he walked past his parents who were standing in the hallway, not saying anything to them and opened the front door to wait for his ride to pull up. “Richard, I hope you know we love you…” His mother began slowly. Richard’s face twisted into a sneer at what his mother said. ‘Yes, hitting me over the years to beat “the fear of god” into me is certainly the normal way to show love.’ Richard snickered in his head.
“And we’re hoping that you attending this school will finally get you on the right path. The path to God, and then all of the anger and wrath you’re feeling will be banished by His light. If you just repent for the lifestyle you’ve been living, then everything good will fall into place. He gives to all who accept Him.” She finished and his father echoed her sentiments with a grave sounding ‘Amen’.
Still not even looking at his parents, Rolling his eyes Richard sarcastically muttered “Oh yes, I’m sure it just that easy.” just as a vintage looking large black car pulled in front of the house. “Oh, look my ride is here.” He pushed the screen door open not even uttering a ‘goodbye’ and walked over to the car. An older man got out of the car and walked over to Richard. “I’m assuming you are Richard?” He said.
“Yeah.” Richard said glumly looking at the ground. “I’ll take your bag.” The man said. The neatly dressed man took Richard’s bag from him and then opened the door for him to get in the car while he put the bag in the trunk. Sliding into the car, Richard put his seatbelt on and rested his head upon the cool leather seat. The driver got into the car and shifted the car into gear and began to pull off. Richard looked out of the corner of his eye at his home and saw that the front door was already shut. ‘Figures. At least the feeling is mutual.’ He mused.
[Chapter Two: Survivalism]

He then looked at his silent driver in the car’s rearview mirror. ‘He’s pretty damn hot despite the odd haircut.’ He thought.  ‘I wonder if I should start conversation. Nah, who knows what that priest told him. Probably said I was some “hellion child awash in sin” or another one of those classic lines that clergymen always seemed to spew’ Richard snickered to himself covering his mouth to muffle his laughter. He saw the driver raise a brow and shake his head.
Richard felt the beginning itch of embarrassment for probably looking like a mental case for laughing at nothing, but he squashed it down not giving a fuck about how he appeared to anyone. He especially didn’t care now since he was about to willingly go suffer at something that was akin to a prison, even though the attractive driver was way less likely to converse with him now.
The ride was silent, so silent that the sleep pixie decided to visit him again, sprinkling her lovely sleeping dust upon his weary person.
{Dream Sequence}
“Mommy? Why do I have to go in the closet again?” A six year old Richard cried as his mother pulled him by his shirt to the hallway closet.
“Because you failed to play the song correctly. God does not like it when you don’t praise Him properly, so you’ve got to go ask for forgiveness for you lack of desire to please Him.” His mother scolded as she threw the closet door open and pushed him into the closet, locking him in the dark.
Turning around, Richard began to bang his small fists on the wooden door. “Mommy! Mommy! Please! I’ll play it right this time, just let me out. I’m sorry.” He shouted as hot tears fell down his cheeks.
“It’s not me you should apologize to, it’s Him!” He heard his mother shout from another room.
Richard cried and pleaded for a while longer, until he could hear loud gospel music being blared and gave up deciding to try and sleep.
{End Dream}
The car hit a bump waking Richard with a start, jerking him out of his dream.  “Are you ok?” The driver asked, looking at him in the mirror. “Yeah, I’m alright.” Richard replied looking out the window. “Hey, how much longer ‘til we get there?”  “A while.” The driver responded vaguely.  Richard rolled his eyes and leaned forward in his seat. ”Do you think we could stop for a bit?” The driver responded with a flat “No.”  “C’mon. I’m really hungry and it’s not like your transferring a prisoner.” He slightly whined. Richard heard the driver try and stifle a laugh. “Ah, it’s nice to know you’re not a robot.” Richard said. “Now how about some food, I’ll pay for it.” Those must have been the magic words because the driver’s face lit up and he pulled off of the highway. “What do you prefer to eat?” The man asked. “I dunno anything. Let’s try and find something fast.” Richard said rubbing his stomach.
“What about that döner stand over there, that’s fast.” The driver motioned to the food stand on the opposite side of the street. “Yeah! That’s perfect.” Richard said excitedly. Making a ‘U’-turn at the traffic light, the driver pulled into the little parking lot and the two go out of the car. While the two stood in line, Richard took the time to look over his reticent driver more closely. He was cute, really cute, he had nice little ass and his aloof attitude made him even more desirable. ‘Damn, if only I were older maybe I’d have a chance.’ Richard thought. When it was their turn to order they stepped up and ordered, the nameless driver ordering a traditional döner with everything on it and Richard ordering one without the Tzatziki sauce.
Once they got their orders, they went to go sit at one of the picnic tables they had for patrons of the food stand. Richard, not one for silence (especially when hot guys are around) tried to make conversation with the taciturn man. “So what’s your name?” Richard asked thinking that he’ll at least answer that simple question. “Paul.” Came the hushed reply. Feeling excited that he got a response, Richard continued to try and make conversation. “Cool. My name’s Richard, but you already knew that. If you don’t mind me asking, why are you a chauffeur for some old guy? You don’t seem like the type to want to do such a job.”
The man now known as Paul, shrugged as he ate his food and eventually responded. “A job’s a job I guess. Definitely not what I wanted to do, but shit happens.” Richard nodded his head in understanding. “Yeah that’s true. Are you from up north?” Paul nodded and said “Yeah, how did you know?” Richard smiled as he balled up the paper from his food. “I can tell from you accent. I remember I left home once and made it all the way to Potsdam and man did I have trouble understanding the people there.” He reminisced.  “Hm, interesting. Are you ready?” Paul asked.  “Yeah, let’s go.” Richard replied.
After throwing their garbage away they got back into the car and back onto the highway. Richard looked out the window at the blurry scenery and sighed loudly. “What’s wrong now?” Paul asked. Surprised Paul even said anything, Richard responded quickly. “Nothing, I just wish I could’ve brought my guitar with me.”  Looking at him briefly in the mirror before turning his eyes back to the road, Paul asked incredulously sounding genuinely interested “You play guitar?” Nodding his head Richard replied “Yeah, it’s a black ESP EC-1000T” “You have good taste.” Paul remarked. “I play too, I have a white Gibson Les Paul.”
“Really?!” Richard exclaimed excitedly. “Those are awesome guitars, they have such a rich warm sound to them.” “Yeah, they sure do.” Paul mused dreamily. The two chatted happily nonstop the whole ride, speaking on the favorite bands and who inspired them to play. Paul eventually opened up some and told Richard about his stint in an actual band that got to tour. Richard listing raptly as Paul spoke of the shows he played and things he saw, with Richard hanging on his every word. And Richard spoke of his life and experiences.  As always when people are enjoying things, time, the fickle thing it is seems to race by; leaving its subjects bewildered as to where it went.
Sighing to himself, knowing that they were almost to their destination Paul interrupted Richard’s rambling about how lucky he was. “Well, Richard. “ Paul began. “I really like you, you’re a cool kid. And I’m sorry for all the crazy shit you’ve gone through, but we’re almost to the school.” Richard shrugged to himself, having already accepted his fate. “It’s alright, there’s nothing I can do about it.”
Paul looked at Richard pointedly in the eye via the rearview mirror. “You could always escape.” Richard smiled wily smile that said he was already two steps ahead of Paul. Seeing that Richard was already on the same page, Paul’s grin echoed the one plastered on Richard’s face.
“We’re here.”  Paul said as he pulled up to a large gate. Paul rolled his window down and pressed a buzzer, then the heavy  gate looking gate began to slide open.  Driving down the long gravel road Paul spoke up again. “I bring Father Hirsch down for a week twice a month and I have to stay with him to chauffeur him around if need be. If you’re still here by that time I could sneak you out some times and we can go get drunk at this little pub in a nearby town.”
“Hell yeah!” Richard said excitedly “I’ll definitely take you up on that offer, if I decide to stick around.” Pulling up if front of a large, antiquated building the car crept to a stop. Paul got of the car to go retrieve Richard’s bag, while Richard lingered in the car not ready to go out. Knowing he couldn’t stay in the car forever, Richard got out and took his bag from Paul who was patiently waiting. “You wouldn’t have any cigarettes by chance?” Richard asked with puppy dog eyes. Smirking at Richard, Paul reached into his jacket pocket and threw the whole pack at Richard. “Are you sure?” He asked unsure. Paul nodded. “I have a feeling you’ll need them more than me. Now follow me, I’ll show you where to go.”
“Thanks.” Richard said as he stuffed the cigarette box into his bag and followed behind Paul. They walked through the large doors of the building and through the empty halls. “Where’s everybody?” Richard questioned. “Today’s the last day of summer holiday, the students will return tomorrow.” Paul explained. “Oh.” Richard said lamely.
The finally came to an office and walked in, they stood at a desk and Paul hit the bell at the corner. “I’ll be with you in just a moment.” Came a voice from another room. A few minutes later an older man in father’s collar and black dress pants stepped out. “Ah, you must be Richard. We’ve been expecting you, come with me and I’ll show you were you’ll be staying.” All three walked out of the office. Paul began to walk in the direction he came. “I’ll see you later, Richard. Remember what I said.” Richard nodded and waved. “See ya.”
Following behind the Father, they walked through the building as the man spoke about the school. “As you’ve probably been told, this is the last day of break for students. So you’ll have your room to yourself tonight. The building we’re currently in his where you’ll be attending class, you’ll have a tour tomorrow.” They left out of the current building into a common area outside. “Over there is where you’ll attend Mass, there’s a field to play sports if you’re interested in that. And this is where you’ll be residing.”
The Father pulled open the door and they walked into the large building. Walking up the stairs and down the long hall way, they stopped at the door at the very end. “This is your room and you’re key, I think you’ll be sharing with a boy named Christoph. School starts at 8.30. You’ll be getting your uniform and schedule tomorrow, your roommate has the same classes as you so he will be showing you around. Also there’s a shower and toilet in the room. There’s no one else here aside from one of the priests who live on the property, so feel free to explore if you like. I’ll be in the office of the main building if you need me.” With that the Father left Richard to his own devices.
Sighing and walking over to the bed next to the window, he sat down on it unsure of what to do. Deciding to just take a shower and try to get some more sleep he opened his bag and took out some clothes to sleep in and some soap and shampoo.  Turning the shower on, Richard stripped and stepped into the hot spray of water. Washing himself he thought about the day’s events. He was glad to be away from his parents again, but he was unsure about his current situation. Could he really acclimate back into a school setting?  That was one thing he was didn’t know. And the people, how would they be? All these thoughts were giving him a headache, a nap was definitely in order after he got clean.
He wished he could’ve convinced Paul to let him off on the side of the road, but he didn’t want to get him in trouble. Perhaps when he comes back, he could convince him to take him to the town he spoke of and let him leave from there; then it wouldn’t be on his hands. Finishing up his shower and drying himself off, Richard still mused about his conversation with Paul. Eventually getting stuck on how cute he was and how dashing his smile was. ‘Why couldn’t he find someone like that to sweep him off his feet and take him away from all the bullshit?’ He lamented in his head as he left the bathroom and flopped on to the bed. Richard laid there for an unknown amount of time, many thoughts racing through his head; eventually he gave into the fatigue that was creeping in on the edge of his senses.
Author's Comment: So what do you think? I think it turned out pretty well, like I said earlier these first few chapters lay out the foundation for what's going to occur later so don't judge it too hard just yet. I'll post the next four chapters when I have time to type them up. Until then have an awesome day/evening! <3

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Change of Skin: Part 4 (part two)

OMFG! I'm so sorry everyone for being MIA for a week, but my laptop battery decided to say 'Fuck you' and died right as I was writing the next chapter for Change of Skin so I had to wait for another to be sent. So I've been miserable for this past week with out any internet acess since unlike most of you folks out there I keep it old school and don't own a cell phone or have an ipod with internet capabilites, so I had to try to entertain myself in other ways and ended up writing a whole new story by hand, I'm unsure if I'm gonna post it though. Also, I wanted to say sorry for posting Hunger, I thought if I shared some of my old writings with people that it would be appreciated for what it was; a story written by a highschooler who was trying to write fantasy but that ended up displeasing a bunch of people so I may just take it down. Anyways, on to the story...

[Chapter 4: Adored part 2]

Driving down the country roads outside of the city, Christoph’s hair began to stand on end as the sights that blurred past him became more familiar. As they entered the town limits of Königsdorf  the car slowed to the recommended speed limit and Christoph gripped the window sill of the door as they passed the long driveway of his childhood home. “Is there something wrong?” Till intoned, glancing at Christoph and then focusing back on the road. “No, just a cramp from riding in the car too long.” Christoph lied.  “Well you won’t have to suffer any longer since we’ve arrived at my humble abode.” Till informed.
‘I’m sure your home is hardly humble if it’s in this neighborhood.’ Christoph thought cynically. Driving up the tree covered drive way the car came to a stop in front of a grand chateau. Stepping out of the car Christoph marveled at the large stone dragons that guarded the entrance to the large home, focusing on their fierce looking claws; causing him to think back to his predicament earlier that morning. Christoph jumped in alarm when he felt an arm wrap around his waist. “Why so jumpy?” Till asked.
  “I didn’t sleep well last night.” Christoph explained. “Nightmares?” Till questioned. “Yes, how did you know?” Christoph asked incredulously with raised brows. “Just simple analytical skills.” Till replied ambiguously as he led Christoph up the stairs and through the threshold of the large home.  Looking about the grand entryway, Christoph took in the opulence of the decorations that reminded him of his own home.  “Would you like a tour?” Till asked.  “Yeah sure.” Replied Christoph. Seizing Christoph’s arm, Till led him up the black marble stairs. “This chateau was commissioned by my great grandfather in the mid 1800’s when it became ‘unfashionable’ to live in castles.” Till explained. “Originally this was my parent’s summer home, but they gave it to me as a birthday present a few years ago.”
Reaching the top of the stairs, Christoph noticed a darkened hallway to the left of him and asked “Why is it so dark down there?”  “That’s the guest wing, since I have no guests I keep it dark.” Pulling Christoph to the right, they continued on. “This is the part of the house I reside in.” Till said. As they walked down the spacious hall, Christoph took in the artwork along the walls. Most of it was dark and obscure, depicting reptile–like creatures devouring humans in various manners, some were vague biblical allegories. The one that caught his eye the most was the painting illustrating some sort of ritual with a group of shrouded men in black with their heads bowed and a scantily clad young man with worldly eyes in the center with a scarlet light shining down upon him.
Brows drawing upward in a frown, Christoph asked “I don’t get it. What is this painting about?” Looking over the smaller males shoulder, Till explained “It’s been in my family for years. Allegedly it’s supposed to be depicting a cult worshipping some powerful deity, but I’m not quite sure how accurate that is.” Visage still scrunched up in a perplexed manner, Christoph questioned further “Who in your family would buy such an odd picture?” Laughing lightly at Christoph’s straight-forwardness, Till replied “My father’s grandfather, I believe. They said he was into some pretty peculiar things. I noticed you seem to be quite interested in art. Do you paint or anything?”
Cheeks heating up as he felt Till’s body heat through his clothing, Christoph shook his head. “No, I don’t paint. I’ve just seen a lot of artwork, especially offbeat artwork like the kind you have. I remember as a child my father had a penchant for similar paintings, but as I grew up and began to ask questions my mother forced father to put them somewhere I couldn’t have access to them.”
“If you don’t mind me asking, what was your mother’s reasoning behind doing that? It’s just artwork after all.” Till wondered. “Well initially she didn’t care, but she found religion and all that, so she felt that the artwork wasn’t appropriate and that it would warp my mind. That’s around when their relationship began to fall apart.” Christoph expounded.
“I see. I’m sorry to hear that.” Till said, pulling Christoph by the arm once more. “Come, I’ll show you my room.” They walked passed a few more closed doors and finally came to the end of the hall. Pushing open the heavy double doors, Till swept his arms out and said “This is my room.” Christoph’s mouth almost fell open at the sheer size of the room, he could see that Till’s ‘room’ was actually three rooms.  The one they were currently standing in seemed to be geared towards guests as it had a large leather couch, a mini bar, and a large flat screen television hanging on the wall.  Looking at Till with his brow raised, Christoph replied “Don’t you mean rooms?” Till smiled smugly and shrugged his shoulders causing Christoph to roll his eyes.
“I’m going to change out of this stuffy suit, feel free to look around if you like.” Till said as he walked over to his actual bedroom and opened a door that led to an expansive closet. Feeling slightly uncomfortable in a room with so much expensive stuff, Christoph plopped down on the couch and put his head in his hands. ‘Why do I keep sharing so much about myself with him? Why does it seem like every time he asks me something I answer it without a second thought? This is getting dangerous, especially since he lives so close to him, our families had to have interacted at some point.’ He thought vexed.
Wanting to avoid further thought on the possibility of his identity being found out, he decided to explore the room some since Till hadn’t appeared yet. Looking to his left he saw a door slightly ajar and decided to go see what was in that particular room. Walking over he pushed the door open and saw that it was dark, so he felt for a light switch along the wall. Flipping it on, the room was illuminated and he saw that the room was an office of sorts. In the middle was a heavy looking oak desk, with papers strewn across it, to the left the whole wall was covered with a bookcase that had a multitude of book; some which looked to be quite old. What really caught Christoph’s eye was the tapestry covering the wall opposite of the bookcase. The tapestry seemed to be quite old and it had a large tree with a serpent wrapped around its trunk and names on it many branches.
Walking over to it, he read aloud “The Exalted Families of Germany.” He then scanned through the countless names, some too small or faded to read, others crossed out with red ink, and some that looked to be written in recent history. He found Till’s family name and his cousin Richard’s confirming that they were indeed technically nobility. The he read through more names and his heart skipped a beat, he had found his family name. Frowning he re-read it several times over to confirm it, he felt light headed; all this time he’d thought that his family’s money was earned, when in fact it was just the opposite. His family was a part of the so-called ‘nobility’ who made their money off the backs of people who were considered ‘less’ and through lies and trickery. ‘If we’ve had money all this time in our family, then what is the family business?’ Christoph pondered frustrated.
“Interesting isn’t it?” Till said from behind him, causing him to jump in surprise. Turning to face Till, Christoph answered his throat suddenly dry “Y-yeah, very interesting.” Eyes almost falling out of his head and mouth hanging open a bit, Christoph took in the sight before him. There Till stood in all his shirtless glory, wearing a pair of low slung jeans that were faded a bit and his glossy blue-black hair slicked back. “See something you like?” Till said smirking a bit. Realizing he’d been staring, Christoph sputtered a bit and then turned back to the tapestry intent on changing the focus. “So it’s true that you really are nobility, huh?”
Coming to stand next to Christoph,  Till answered “Yes and no. Technically I would be nobility due to my heritage, but due to the law in 1919 under the Weimar Constitution all nobility were essentially stripped of their titles and privileges and it’s been that way ever since.” Nodding his head in understanding, Christoph replied “I see.”  “There’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you.” Till began.
“Oh? What is it?” Christoph intoned. “I wanted to ask you about your f-“ Till was cut off by a loud growling sound. “Hungry?” Till asked. Christoph nodded his head eagerly, knowing were the discussion was about to head. Grabbing his hand once more, Till lead Christoph out of his room and down the stairs. “I’ll have the cook make us some lunch. It there anything specific you like?” Till asked.
“No, surprise me.” Came the response. “Alright, wait here. I’ll be right back.” And then Till walked away. Standing in the large dining room, Christoph stared at the long wooden table; reminiscing about the dinners he had with his family at a similar table. Hearing footsteps heading in his direction, Christoph snapped out of his musing. “Ready?” Till said as he rounded the corner. Confused, Christoph repeated “Ready? For what?” Holding up a folded bundle of fabric, Till explained “Ready for a picnic?”
Smiling at Till’s quirkiness, Christoph replied “Yeah, sure. I haven’t been on one of those since I was five.” Pulling Christoph next to him by his pants and wrapping his free arm around his waist, Till purred “Well then I’m pleased to host the first picnic of your adulthood.”
The two exited the house through a door in the dining room and walked through the beautiful garden and down to the lake at the bottom of the hill. “You have a very beautiful home.” Christoph complimented. “Not nearly as beautiful as you.” Till praised in return. Blushing at bit, Christoph recovered and said jokingly “I never pegged you as one for clichés, Till.” Laughing jovially as he laid out the blanket for them to sit upon, Till replied. “What? I only speak the truth.” Christoph narrowed his eyes as he sat down. “Yeah right. I’m sure you say that to all the guys and girls.” Putting his hand on his chest as if he were wounded, Till said “Do you think that I just go around tossing out accolades just to get people in my bed?” 
Both brows raised and a smile upon his lips, Christoph hit Till lightly upon his arm. “Ah-ha! See? I said nothing about bedding anyone! You’ve just incriminated yourself.” Still playing the part of the wounded lover, Till tried to defend himself. “For your information I haven’t bedded anyone in months.” Christoph crossed his arms over his chest. “Do you really expect me to believe that?” Seeing that his puppy dog look wasn’t affecting Christoph, Till decided to try another way to distract Christoph. Tackling the smaller man and straddling his hips, Till pinned Christoph’s wrists above his head. “What are you doing?” Christoph asked a bit nervous. Till took his free hand and hovered it above Christoph’s ribs. Smiling wickedly, Till asked “Are you ticklish?”
Upon seeing the petrified look in Christoph’s eyes, Till got his answer and promptly began to tickle his ribs. Christoph thrashed and laughed as Till assaulted his ribs, he then bucked his hips trying to throw Till off but earning an entirely different response.  An inferno lit up behind Till’s eyes and he stopped his tickling completely. Christoph watched with bated breath as Till slowly leaned down, his nose against Christoph’s. They stared into each other’s eyes, neither of them moving or speaking; then the very tip of Till’s tongue poked out and traced the contours of Christoph’s lips causing him to let out a shuddering moan. Withdrawing his tongue and smiling a predatory smile, Till leaned in further and placed his lips fully against Christoph’s watching as his eyes slid shut.
Intoxicating. That was the only word that could come to mind, as Christoph moved his mouth against Till’s. He felt that feeling of being submerged in syrup again, such a heady and rich sensation. He cried out and bucked his hips again as he felt Till leave scorching kisses along his neck, his eyes snapping back open. As Till worked his neck eliciting electrifying sensations, Christoph looked at the sky a noticed his vision seemed crisper, acute; it kind of hurt his eyes so he closed them once more. Christoph cried out as Till kissed up his neck and chin, back to his lips, he could feel Till’s erection pressing insistently against his own. “Please…” Christoph whimpered out. Laughing lowly, Till ground his hardness into Christoph causing him to release a throaty moan. “So innocent...” Till whispered against his lips. “So delectable, I should ravish you right here and now.”
Never having felt an ache, a desire as much as he felt this very moment; Christoph let a whine escape from the back of his throat. “Please, I beg you.”’ Christoph thrust his hips upward trying to get Till to bless him with more stimulation. Growling as Christoph rubbed against him wantonly, Till fought his instincts that told him to take the boy and sat up earning a disappointed whimper from Christoph. Panting, not used to be so aroused Christoph asked worriedly “Why’d you stop? Did I do something wrong?” Smiling at Christoph’s naïveté, Till ran his hand through the other male’s mussed hair and said “No, you didn’t do anything wrong. I just figured that you would like to be caught in a compromising position when the food is brought to us.”
Nodding his head in understanding , Christoph sat up making sure his clothes weren’t rumpled from their activities. He looked over at Till who didn’t have a hair out of place. ‘Must be nice to look perfect all the time’ Christoph mused to himself. Just as Till predicted the food was brought to them, just as Christoph smoothed the last wrinkles out of his clothing. The food was sat before them on silver platters by a silent man in all white. Then another man produced two wine glasses and placed them on the trays, the first man who had sat the food down popped the cork on the wine bottle and poured the white wine into each glass. Till then gave them a nod and both men departed without a word. “Let’s see what they made us.” Till said as he pulled the silver coverings off of each plate. “Ah, it seems to be venison on a bed of rice today. Is that alright with you, Christoph?”  “Yeah, I like deer.” Came the response.
They both picked up their utensils and began to eat, Christoph noticing once again that Till’s meat was considered raw by most people’s tastes. Feeling bold, he asked “Why do you eat your meat so rare?”  “Well, because I like the taste and also because it’s actually healthier to eat meat rare. When you cook meat too long it loses its nutritional value.”  Nodding his head, Christoph replied “Wow, I didn’t know that. But I highly doubt I’ll start eating it as bloody as you do.” 
Once they finished eating the dishes were taken away and they lay sprawled out on the blanket as they talked about random things. “Christoph, I need to tell you something.” Till said with a serious look upon his face. Sitting up, Christoph said nervously “What is it?” Putting his large hand on top of Christoph’s, Till sighed unsure of how this revelation may turn out. “I know who you are.” He said simply. Face scrunching up in disbelief, Christoph tried to play dumb. “What do you mean?” “Come now, Christoph. There’s no need to play dumb. I know who you are, I know that you’re hiding from your father. “
Hanging his head, unsure of what to do, Christoph said “How long have you known?” Looking Christoph in the eye Till replied. “Since I saw you that night in my club, but I knew who you were before that.” Christoph’s face scrunched up in confusion. “What I mean is, when an heir to a fortune just disappears after the death of his well-known mother that doesn’t go unnoticed by the media or other prominent families.” Till elaborated.
Running a hand through his wavy hair, Christoph spoke unsure. “So are you going to…” Till put his hand up. “No, Christoph I’m not going to rat you out, but there is something I must inform you about your father. He is no longer of the living.” Christoph’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. “Are you…sure?” Till nodded his head slowly. “He’s been deceased for almost six months now.” He then fell silent to let Christoph absorb the information, but the reaction Christoph had wasn’t one that was expected. Christoph began to smile and that turned into a full out giggle.
Unsure if Christoph had lost his mind, Till reached out and put a hand on his shoulder in comfort. “Are you alright?" Wiping the tears of laughter and relief from his eyes, he replied “Yeah, I’m just happy that I have nothing to fear anymore. It’s great to not have to look over my shoulder and worry about getting dragged back to that wretched man.”
Nodding in understanding Till spoke once more “There is another thing I must tell you. Upon your father’s deathbed he composed a will that stated that all of his assets will be frozen upon his death and that the only person that could unfreeze them is you. Ultimately it’s up to you what decision you make, but I could not continue to spend time with you and not let you know. It felt wrong.”
Looking at the thoughtful look upon Till’s face, Christoph crawled over to him and straddled his waist. Leaning down, Christoph placed his lips upon Till’s in a chaste kiss which Till took control of, deepening the kiss and slipping his tongue into Christoph’s mouth. They kissed heatedly until they needed to break away for air, panting as they tried to catch their breath. Pulling himself off of Till’s lap, Christoph asked “Hey, do you have any liquor? I want to celebrate my newfound freedom.” Laughing lightly at Christoph’s flippant way of dealing with life, Till stood and said “What kind of man would I be if I didn’t have a hearty amount of liquor in my home? Come on let’s go inside, and you can have as much liquor as you like.”
Once they made it back to Till’s room, Christoph lounged upon the couch as Till prepare some drinks for them.  Sitting next to Christoph and handing him his drink, Till asked if Christoph wanted to watch a movie. After picking a movie and settling on the couch they tried to focus on the movie, but after several drinks,some teasing caresses and the memory of what almost transpired outside; they began to focus on something entirely more carnal.
Kissing his way down Christoph’s now exposed chest, Till reveled in every gasp and twitch of the boy’s muscles. Stopping at the waistline of his pants, Till smirked up at Christoph teasingly as he unzipped his pants. “What are you…” Christoph began his lack of experience making him feel inadequate. “Shh. Just relax and enjoy yourself.” Till purred and then lowered his mouth onto Christoph’s stiff cock. Upon feeling Till’s hot mouth engulf his cock, Christoph let out a strangled moan. Till laughed around the hard member in his mouth the vibrations causing Christoph’s eye to roll in the back of his head as he gripped the couch.
As Till worked his cock, all Christoph could think about was the scalding hot mouth around him and how that heat seemed to be creeping up his body setting his whole body afire. Along with the blistering heat, he could feel that same delicious syrupy sensation and he reveled in it; letting the feeling engulf him whole. As he sucked on the head of Christoph’s cock, Till delighted in the fevered look upon Christoph’s face. The way the boy’s glassy eyes would fall closed and the symphony of cries that he elicited from the boy; all of this only fueled his own fervor as he basked in the energy Christoph fed to him.
Covered in a sheen of sweat Christoph felt the heat within his body reach to a pitch to where he began to see spots. In his delirium he could vaguely sense the air change and a pressure come over his body just as it had that morning. Cracking open his glazed eyes, he saw nothing upon him; only Till fervently sucking him off his smoldering eyes plastered to Christoph’s face. Closing his eyes and dismissing the odd heaviness as a part of what was being done to him, he fought back the instinct to thrust into Till’s mouth when he felt the man start to deep throat his dick. All of the multitudes of feelings began to grow exponentially within Christoph until they became too much and he felt something within him snap. Tossing his head back and letting out a throaty cry, his body arched up off the couch as he shot his load into Till’s mouth and then promptly passed out.
Making sure to extract every drop of the boy’s cum as if his life depended on it, Till smirked darkly at the unconscious Christoph as he traced the scratches on his sides lovingly. Standing up and feeling revitalized, Till licked his lips savoring the pure sweet taste of the boy’s life-force.  He then picked him up off the couch and carried him to his bedroom and placed him gently on the bed and turned out the lights.
{Christoph’s Dream}
Christoph woke up in a dark room lit by scattered red candles, sitting up he realized he was laying nude on a table of some sort covered in black satin and there were scarlet rose petals scattered across the entire floor and on the table too. Looking around the room for an exit he saw that there was none, or at least none he could see with his eyes. Trying to figure out what to do, he closed his eyes trying to think of any was he could escape from this odd place.
Upon opening his eyes he recoiled in fear at the person that had soundlessly appeared before him. There standing in front of him was a shirtless man in a disturbingly realistic wooden goat mask. Finding his voice he nervously squeaked out “W-who are you?” The masked seemed to regard Christoph silently for a few minutes before he stepped forward. Still very weary of the silent man, Christoph backed up further on the table exposing his nude form to the man. Seemingly interested in Christoph’s bare form the masked man reached out to touch him, but Christoph jerked back in fear. Suddenly a fierce growling filled the air, seeming to come from all directions making Christoph freeze in place.
Seeing that Christoph was not going to move, the man continued to reach out until he came in contact with Christoph’s thigh. As the unknown man trailed his hand slowly up his body, Christoph kept his eyes glued on the man’s masked face trying to gauge as much as possible what his intentions were. The man’s hand lingered over Christoph’s heart, lingering there and drawing a spiral with his fingertip. When his hand finally made it to Christoph’s lips, Christoph pulled away and saw the man’s blue eyes flash red behind the mask and the booming growling sound rent the air once more. Gasping he realized that the sound was coming from the masked man.
The man withdrew his hand and the growling reduced to a low rumble, he then put his hand over his own heart and then Christoph realized with fright that the man had black claws protruding from his fingertips. Eyes wide as saucer plates, Christoph watched the man sink his nails in his chest over where his heart was and dark, almost black blood bubbled to the surface. Dipping his fingers into the sticky substance, the man made sure to cover his fingers sufficiently with it before he stepped closer to Christoph again.  Suddenly Christoph was forced back on the table by and unseen force and he began to thrash as best as he could as the growling filled the air once more.
Realizing that he could not fight against the heavy pressure that was forcing his body down , he watched terrified as the masked man suddenly appeared next to him. The man reached down with blood still dripping from his sharp nails, he then drew an unfamiliar symbol over Christoph’s heart. He then moved his still bloody fingers over Christoph’s head, and drew another symbol on the center of his forehead. Once he was finished he pulled his hand away and caressed the sides of Christoph’s cheeks lovingly, smearing the warm blood over the boy’s face making him cringe. But what disturbed Christoph the most was what the creature growled out as his eyes flashed red once more.
“Mine!”
{End Dream}
Christoph sprung upright in bed, the growling still ringing in his ears and the feel of the warm sticky blood still clinging to his face. Looking around the room frantically a bit confused to where he was, he let out a terrified scream when he saw a pair of red eyes come his way. As the person came closer and tried to hold him down, he  closed his eyes thrashed trying to drive the person away.

“Christoph! Christoph! It’s ok! I just me.” Till said. Opening his eyes, Christoph was met with the smoky blue of Till’s eyes. “What happened?” Christoph asked confused unsure of how he got into Till’s bed and his head throbbing madly. Pushing the younger male to lay back down and getting in the covers with him Till said. “You passed out earlier, probably from too much to drink. So I put you to bed and you had a nightmare.” Nodding his head in understanding and tried to get comfortable, Christoph said “Could you stay with me?” Smiling warmly, Till replied “If it pleases you, I will.” Christoph gave a small smile and closed his eyes completely missing the inhuman flash of Till’s eyes. “Mine, all mine.” Till whispered.
Author's Comment: Ohh! It's getting creepy, huh? As always tell me what you think and sorry x1000 for not being able posting sooner!